♥ 24jan
Child of God

SAJC
09A05/10A05
scgs

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37 days later I wake up, still wishing it was all a dream, or just a big nightmare.

Just paint the picture of a perfect place
They've got it better than what anyone's told you
They'll be the King of Hearts, and you're the Queen of Spades
And we'll fight for you like we were your soldiers



Yesterday I slept at 10 plus and woke up early this morning :) It feels weird to have service on Sunday cuz it's just...not the same. Then after dance@school felt a bit empty like aye nowhere to rush to/go..? HAHAHA

But daddy came to pick me up and we went to look at cars!! Hee so exciting cuz I could pretend to be the driver and pretend I'm the one looking around for a new car. Which is so me ok in the future :) heheh. Omgosh I love the smell of new cars and how it feels to be sitting in the driver seat!!! Love carsz. Hahaha aw the boy side of me revealing itself hehheh^^

And as you've maybe known, I've chopped my long locks off.

School is alright, isn't too stressed yet and we're going at a steady pace with things now, pretty happy with how lit is going. And after the talk with my dad & uncle about cars and its market yesterday, I suddenly find extra interest in economics HA

zxzxz I just read something that makes me damn depressed. Argh, it's not the kind of crying sadness but the disappointed(relative to expectation) sadness yknow! :'( I told myself from the start of this particular I already dreaded it and I wanted to prove so hard but this is just going downhill I feel it. shit. What happened to ri i g. Can someone help me? Frustrated x 342148

The thing about sadness is when you're sad all the other kinds of sadness just jumps in. But when you're happy you forget everything else. A.C.E makes me happy. SALG makes me happy. TCP makes me happy. Perfect10 makes me happy. SAfrenz make me happy. Hugs make me happy. Your love & grace makes me happy.

Next week, I hope with the most, will be awesome.
Keep me accountable --> I am going to be HAPPY the whole week.

& it's like one of the last things I can wish for already.


"You turned my wailing into dancing; you removed my sackcloth and clothed me with joy, that my heart may sing to you and not be silent. O Lord my God, I will give you thanks forever."
-Psalm 30:11-12

You are the voice that calls the universe to be
You are the whisper in my heart that speaks to me



You know what, I don't know. School is (kinda, ok it is) starting tmr and I have a tiring feeling about it. Awwwwww. A few days ago I was still relatively excited (cuz of the new stuff hehe) but now just this two lit assignments I'm (attempting to) do now is making me go way mad. What a way to spend my last-night-before-school :(


Omg YES

Alright and one of my new year resolutions is to sleep at 12 or latest 12.30 if there's school so I won't be tired the next day @ lessons and live a whole new mugging year (yeah right) but uhm how about I am so gonna break it tonight already ha ha ha. AND I'M STILL HERE

K I'm starting anew this year don't know if things will be easy because I see a lot more commitments which means I need, definitely, better time management (which I have NEVER accomplished fyi) and like perseverance or smth haha. And of course God. All work and no play makes me a sad sad girl so I still wanna do things I like this year, I don't wanna torture myself!

Yup in two days time it'll be two special people's birthdays PANICZ though I got their cards already luh... What what what else should I do. Anw Audris is coming over and gg for dinner with us :D

Fact: I like to play baby language with my sibling. No one knew it was me^^

Okay wow it's 11:11 now yay I get all girly-happy when I see it HAHA & I got a constant wish that I'll always make when it's 11:11^^ secretz

One last thing: All the best to all O-level students for tmr Audris Kelly Mevis Christy etc!!!
That was me one year ago I remember I was nervous like shit & I started spamming phonecalls after ripping my result slip & I was screaming like no one's business x)

I miss SC.


"Let us then approach the throne of grace with confidence, so that we may receive mercy and find grace to help us in our time of need."
-Hebrews 4:16

Cause I’m still learning the art of love
I’m still trying to not mess up
So whenever I stumble let me know

Sunday and I'm not out. Miracle. haha there's a flea yesterday and today but I don't think I'm going :( Hoping badly to watch Avatar (I KNOW I KNOW) with my lil sisssss this afternoon crossing my fingers desperately into curlywurly worms

I don't know why, but holidays♥ are always the fastest time of my life. And I get really emo when they're about to end. HEH. Withdrawal syndrome!!!!!

This holiday I think I went out almost everyday :) haha uh too many photozzz to upload (will do a photo post soon) here's one though:


Christmas shopping with A.C.E♥ (love y'all so much)

I got so inspired by the photo galore in other people's rooms (eg. Cherieeelohjiajialiangteh) that I did for myself a photo corner at my table ^^ Now I'm a happy girl who has friendszxz staring at me everyday HAHA :)

Okay, new plans for new year. I got to pass all my exams else I won't be allowed @ church :( I tell myself hmm quite excited to start work and studying and passing all those stupid exams AND SHOWING MY PARENTS I CAN DO IT but I think when the work really comes in I'll start wanting to give up ha ha ha. God give me strength.

Been for ydance twice and really enjoying the experience! Wanna give my best for ministry, though it's gonna be harder when school reopens and when school dance and all officially starts. Yup so I'm just going to keep holding on to God (:

Better start on my Lit homework hahaha I forgot the word homework even existed >:(

Mmm today is a happy sunday, or maybe cuz daddy just called me Princess Adria Heehee


"I will give you a new heart and put a new spirit in you; I will remove from you your heart of stone and give you a heart of flesh."
-Ezekiel 36:26